I'm Nobody, Friend
I've never used this blog for its intended purpose. You can't find a well researched article or perfect reviews. It's been a place to share my superficial opinions on anything that stirs my heart. Lately, I've been using it as a journal to share personal anecdotes. My college junior talked to me today. She’s such a nice, loving girl. She wanted to talk because she's going through the same tiring process as I am and wanted to share her fears. She praised and thanked me for being kind to her in the past and now. I felt doomed after the conversation. I've always liked acting as an elder or leader in any group I'm part of. I like taking responsibility and helping my peers. But I felt I'd failed this girl, my sister, and everyone around me. My success could have boosted them, but I've failed, especially as an elder daughter who should have carried my family’s responsibilities. Currently, I'm highly dependent on my parents emotionally and financially. ...